The thought of an operation and hospital always scares me and yet somehow this time I am not as scared as before. I do fear for myself more than for the operation. I trust God that he will take care of everything and He is in control all the time. The only thing that scares me is the fear that my brother and sister would not help, especially around the house.
I do not understand why is it that they can't help or think of hekping, It just isn't something that they are used to doing aorund the house. I really missed my mum before we discovered she had brain tumor. I wish she could speak fully again, yet at the same time I am grateful to God that it happens. It is because, I then realized how much we have been lazy and not helping our mum around the house.
Since the operation, it has thought me and force me to be independent and do a lot of things by myself. I just pray and believe that God has something better installed for me, especially in terms of finance and income. Here are some of the pictures of my mum during Christmas 2011.
